Bradley Cooper was GAY!

it was a shocker!trust me~ i was shocked.

but yeah,of course it was only in the movie,and his partner was McSteamy!talk about when two HOTstuff collide.

yesterday was fun.found out the Garden had GSC Signature.heard there were few people there.and so we went.and so we found out why few people go there.a normal ticket that would cost you RM12,cost double.haha.safe to say,we went straight back to midvalley and bought our RM12 tickets for Valentine's Day.which was paid by Billi!!thanx dude.hehe.

had lunch at pizza hut.the new pizza tasted like spaghetti,yumm but the crust was hard to cut with the knife.we also saw this play that was being held at the centre court.

Alice in Wonderland!

it was cool.too bad it wasn't the REAL johnny depp.haha~see the pictures?i looooooove those!

can't wait till i meet you guys for our next movie date!

lots and lots of love,

enteng.

i feel happy

okay so,tomorrow is my second date with miki.i miss her terribly!i cannot wait for tomorrow!

one more assignment to go.then we're done.and final exam papers.time flies by so fast,thou i felt like i was dragging my feet along.time feels so slow yet it comes so fast,blink and then you'll miss it.

what was that?haha.rants from the useless girl.

cop!this was suppose to be a cheerful post la teng~

pardon my emo-ness.its somewhat a habit now.haha.

so,yeah..really can't wait to see miki tomorrow.and did i mention,BILI was coming along?haha.
that little elf (hahaha) is goin to take pictures for us.yeaaah.

excited excited excited!

muahmuahmuah,
enteng:)

someday somehow

i wanna be somebody someday.not just anybody,but somebody.

mood swings alert!

i just watched the time traveler's wife.totally cried.and yes,i'm not ashamed of that.it's a movie worth crying for.and..daanggggg..that eric bana is one smoking hot dude!sigh~

me and hot men ~ inseparable.i like!haha

watching love movies makes me wish i had my own love life.but just sometimes laa.
most of the time,i'm happy being single.for now,i can truly say i really am happy being alone.at the moment.

my sister just got her spm results.she called me.crying~

i'm guessing you know why she cried?yeah.it wasn't good.poor her.can't really blame her for that.but actually,i still think,if only she...hmm~nevermind laa.it's too late for all this talk now. what's done is done.no turning back.(if only i could time travel.haha)

her crying over the phone made me realize something.what if someday,i was in her shoes? argh.with my current situation,i really don't know if i'll be able to make my parents happy..and proud~i am seriously doubting myself.and my abilities.

please God..make me a journalist?a successful one?thats the least i can do.

i know.they probably wanted me to be a doctor,lawyer,engineer or at least even a teacher.they deny it,but i know.deep down,that's what they would've wanted me to be.

sorry mumy.sorry dady.i'm a useless daughter.i really am.

sometimes i wish i wasn't the first.if i were the 2nd daughter,i would've had someone to look up too.i would've known what to do and what not to.instead,i'm the one having to set up an example for my siblings.and i'm a very awfull role model for them.if only i had a choice.

maybe.i'm responsible for her failure?i think i'm somewhat,the one to blame.growing up,i was never a good sister to them.not even decent.regrets~it's too late now teng.the damage has been done.

maybe.she has something else planned for her,by God.maybe.i hardly say this,actually never, but i love them.and all i want for them is to be happy and successful with their lives.and not follow in my footsteps.don't.

sigh~
the useless one in the family.

oh.my.GOTH.

should i go black?as in..gothic.emo.i-love-the-dead kinda things?

wonder why i'm being soo,emotional this few days.i'm moody like the weather.i just need a dash of sunshine in my life.is that too much to ask for?

why teng why.

thats a question i've been asking myself a lot lately.why~

i'm so,typical.so normal.so predictable.so so so so!!

argh.why are you not satisfied with your life?blessed with soo many things,yet still ungrateful.
i'm ashamed of me.really am.but i can't help it.i really can't.

i'm tired.of this emotional roller coaster that i'm on.when will it stop~

stop being this way teng.you don't even know the reason why your being this way.just stop.

enteng.
don't worry,i'm not suicidal.

me being me.

i feel soo..lost right now.

i hate thinking about my future but i know i have to.but i don't want to.i wanna live in a world where everything goes my way.impossible~

but then,i'll be complaining about not having challenges and dramas in my life.can't have it both ways teng.

currently watching down with love.jerry yan is always so charming.i mean,he's not as hot as seungri or whoever,but he is sweet.and i like that about him.he acts all macho and stuff when actually he's really soft and kindhearted.fantasies~

i'll never grow out of this walls i've created am i?

living in my own little world.ignorant of reality.thats me being me.

i hate reality.reality hurts.but why am i saying this.i'm living a much better life compared to soo many other people around the world.

people~never appreciating what they have until its gone.and i'm not proud to say,i'm one of those people.but i do wanna change,i just,don't have the motivation,strong enough to make me wanna start changing.

why teng why.just do it.hmmmm~

i just..need my mum so badly right now.when she's around,everything feels okay.now i say this,but when i do have her around,i neglect her.people~

i'm a walking corpse.and breathing.
enteng.

zombie

vampires?i love them.

Ju-On ghosts?ergh.please la,not scary at all.

haunted mansions?haaaaaaaaa..what a joy ride.

but zombies?gimme that damn shotgun cuz i need protection. i hate watching zombie movies since compared to other scary things, people turning into flesh eating zombies has the highest chance of really,trully happening in reality.
in a world like today, anything can happen.some random virus could mutate and turn a regular cough into a virus that turns people into zombies!gasp~

my worst possible nightmare.

i mean, leave me in a room full of uneasy souls.i don't care!i'd rather have that than live in a world where the living dead roams around.scary!

why the hell am i suddenly posting this instead of finishing my assignment?
cuz i feel like the living dead.

lifeless.soulless.a walking corpse.and a curvy one too.i really need some sort of reason in my life right now.and studying for my future alone is not enough.i need some kind of,i don't know.

more assignments?shoot me.

ergh.i'm soo wrong.i'm soo..like a zombie.thank God i don't eat humans.at least,not yet.

zombienteng.

busy bee.

i'm back to being the normal me.yipee~

this week can only be described in one word.HECTIC.its the final week for classes before we go on our study week.and then exams.thank God i only have 2 papers this semester.

back to this week.ergh.tomorrow we have this recording for our group assignment.talents~my girls alin and asya.free,haha.belanja makan al-farouk ja pun ok kan kalau member2?hehe.

and then,media society.group assignments.i soo don't have the mood to finish this assignment.but *sigh* of course i have to.

right at this moment,i'm in the middle of typing it.(sempat lagi update blog ni,multitasker*wahaha)

i'm just happy to report,i'm less stalker-ish and moving on smoothly with my life.yeah me!

xoxo,
enteng.