many many things

have happened this past few weeks.sorry i have been neglecting you loves,i just wasn't in the mood to blog.

writer's block~

okay,since my last update,so many things happened.i've already moved out from intan and right now i'm living with gondut.not starting taylor's yet.its commencing in july.(scared)

so in the mean time,i'm goin back to sabah!home sweet home~

but i'm still kinda sad over the fact that i'm not gonna be able to see my miim friends from now on.and i miss my roomate so so bad.but yeah,thank God for facebook!

since today is sunday,meaning,only 3days left before Tambunan!i so can't wait to see my family and friends.i miss them terribly.and i've planned all this exciting trips with my besty!cannot wait i tell ya.

so these are the only updates i have for now,who knows,maybe my next update will be made back home!hehe

toodles loves,
xoxo!

sad times

*sobs*

yeah,totally sad.these are the last few days i'm gonna spend here at intan.next week,buhbye~

dang.gonna miss my hoomies and my roomie so much after this!no more late night gossiping,complaining,outing,movies,bowling and such.huhu!

so,i'm spending as much time as i can here,for now.gonna miss this home.its really been treating me well this past few months.and i still can't believe that i really am moving out soon.

gonna miss our apple-scented room.our dysfunctional aircond.our newly installed astro.<--we just met!sobs~

but no matter what,i'm never gonna forget the amazing friends i've met during my stay here.you guys made my life more colorful with your presence!

thanks for the wonderful memories and someday i hope we all will get what we wanted to achieve together,successful careers!

this is it for now,or else i'm gonna cry.

fill em up!

gaaaaah~

excited.nervous.scared.sad.and a whole lotta feelings.

got my registration form for taylor's already.all i have to do now is fill in the blanks,pay the fee and voila,i'm a taylorian.*breathe*

this feels like its going on so fast.i have to decide when i'm gonna break the news to my roomate.and then move out of the house.which means,another dreaded packing is coming soon.sigh~

and geeeeeeeeez!when i saw the students just now,i was like,WHAT.THE.HELL.most of the students went to class in BMW's.either they were sent by their chauffer,or they drove it themselves.i know~wtf.and don't even get me started on the way they dress.don't.

argh.

now that its coming true,i'm starting to feel scared.but i guess,just gotta endure it.on my own cause i asked for this.i made this decision.and i'm making it happen.

deep, deep breathes teng.deep.

C.N.Blue

just wanted to share my latest loves.

totally am hearting these guys.i mean,who wouldn't fall for guys that sings,plays the guitar and drums?i would!anytime~hee

wheeew.

so,i went to taylor's.

i was half expecting it would be closed on a saturday,and half hoping that it would be open.and yeah,it was closed.

so i'm going this tuesday la with meme.thank God for my young 'parents' here.haha.

and lemme tell ya people,it was HUGE.as in huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge!the campus has its own LAKE for God sake.omaigawd.already i'm excited about the possibility of me going there.

wait~i AM going there.i'm gonna make it happen!yeah!owh and ASH!you reminding me of my dreams about going to Australia,adui!i'm dreaming already,padahal not yet register pun at taylor's,haha.

wheeeee.but i still have a lot of loose ends to tie up back at miim.dang~thou i love taylor's,i'm really gonna miss my miim friends.they're awesome to hang out with.huhu.

and intan apartment.gonna miss my housemates especially my roomie,nad!gonna miss you lots babe.T-T

soi soi~don't jinx anything thats not confirmed yet ba teng!

okay,this is it for now.gonna post more updates later.

xoxo,
enteng.

updates

okay okay moon.your wish is my command ;)

haha.imagine that.people wanting me to update my blog.awww shucks*sobs*

well,,yeah.i have been out of my mind lately.assignments and such.(i'm gonna leave soon but still am doing the assignments,don't i rawk?)

so,tomorrow i'm goin to taylor's university college.i'm hoping they would be open on a saturday.*fingers crossed*cause i just can't wait to get this over with.i wanna confirm everything and then be able to breathe easy.

deep breath teng,deep breath.

owhmaigawd.suddenly feeling nervous.

owh and,i'm in the midst of getting my twilight saga mojo back.been keepin busy with pictures of robsten together.i just love these two people together.amazing!

youtube,be good now why don't cha?

so this is it for now.will absolutely post more updates later on.

p/s:i dedicate this post to moon,thanks for being my loyal reader!love ya lots,muahmuahmuah!

xoxo,
enteng.

bad blood

thats what i'd call family members who rejoice in seeing other family members suffer. cause no matter how much i want them not to be,they are still family.blood family.and that sucks.

its really a pain in my cute ass, seeing and hearing how much suffering they've given to my family.although i'm faraway from home,doesn't mean i'm not feeling the hate given to my family by our own family.

thank God for my mumy's side of the family.we'll never be hurt by them.and i would bet my heart for that.they would never.unlike the other side of my family.

the side that we-shall-not-speak-of-their-name.

we can count on them always being there for happy times.that i can give you.but a hint of trouble in paradise,and they'll be gone faster than you can say adios.

i hate hating on my own family.no matter what,lets face it,they're my blood.but a human can only take that much.make me reach my limit,then buhbye.

all because of one slutty bitch.no,make that,one slutty brainless jealous bitch.sorry,but yeah,you're a big time bitch.i feel sorry for my mumy for feeling sorry for you all those time.for helping you out when in the end,you're the one stabbing her back.

you ungrateful bitch. :)

i've been planning revenge over and over in my head,thinking of how i would make them pay for what they did.it's been commencing in my head.haha~but lets face it,if i get my revenge,i'll be just the same as they are.and i won't let myself fall to their standards.its a very very low standard.

and my parents,my siblings and i are better than that.we won't stoop low like they did.

so,we forgive but we won't forget.ever.

end of story.