Thursday, September 30, 2010

the way i am

when i see your face
there's not a thing that i would change
cause you're amazing
just the way you are

and when you smile
the whole world stops and stares for awhile
cause girl you're amazing
just the way you are.

the way you are.


is it possible for people to die from overdosing on cuteness?
i think YES.

comfort zone

i love anything and everything vintage.

call me old school but a smelly old blanket from my childhood screams comfort all over i wish life is so much simpler.

back then,it was.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

family and funerals

how are we suppose to feel when the reason behind a family gathering is a funeral?

while its always a happy occasion when meeting beloved uncles and aunts and lovely little monsters,a funeral is quite the opposite.

we had just that this week.

farewell aki ipin.

may your soul rest among the lovely heavenly clouds above and please keep watching over us.

no one can get over a tragic death like that in a few days.and yes,it was a brutal death.want to know more?

just google 'police accident at batu 10 sandakan'.

fare thy well.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

killer rays

i'm scared of the sun nowadays.whenever i'm under it directly,i itch.

scary scary.

what is to become of us humans in the near future?

there's always a BUT

okay,i love going to's my only purpose in life nowadays but....

new campus is in the middle of nowhere and KK is so so hot!

but's a blessing in disguise:)

no CP means no shopping,no shopping means no need to waste money on that gorgeous dress that just happen to caught my eyes while i'm window shopping.


life is full of BUTS.(lol)


new day new beginning.

yeah right.

nothing always works the way you want it.that is up to a greater power.

and sometimes that me i know.

but you gotta have faith in that greater power,He always have something up His sleeve that will surprise you.

Saturday, September 25, 2010


holding on to every bit of sanity left in my world.

gonna live my life the way i want to.

please let me do so!

me time

giving myself a chance of fun by taking some selca pictures.i'm totally in love with myself.

yes,i'm a self lover.

who else will if not me?lets drown in the rhythm of love!

perfect imperfections

dear people (you know who you are)

yes,my family consists of a dr.jekyll&mr.hyde, a wig lover, an engaged younger sister, kpop addicts and a game loving monkey.

is your family perfect?...yeah,thought so.

my family is far from flawless but thats why i love them.

so you,you and you and YOU can stop gossiping about other people and start thinking of how to overcome global warming or repent before 2012 comes.


thank you.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

no exception yet

when i was younger i saw
my daddy cry and curse at the wind

he broke his own heart and i watched
as he tried to reassemble it.

and my momma swore that she would
never let herself forget.

and that was the day
that i promised i'd never sing of love
if it does not exist.


back on track

just fyi ~

i've reunited with my laptop and got a new broadband.

safe to say,i'm back in bussiness babies!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

i love

when it rains at night. helps me sleep easier and so comfy the feeling.
like the rain is here to wipe away all my trouble through my dreams.



i'm content with loneliness.

if partnerships only brings sadness,tears,hurt and anger,then i'll pass on that.

for now.

and people question my sanity for being in love with my main reason i love them:-

~they will never hurt me.

besides,having them is so much fun sometimes i wish on airplanes for it to come true.

(owh and yeah,i'm also crazy for paramore, hence the quotes)

crazy days

hey you~

yeah, YOU.

thank you for making the days of our lives as crazy as it is.but just so you know, you ain't shit without your crew!

and for the record, we love you but sometimes you're a real pain in the ass.

Monday, September 6, 2010

and I Quote


if i could draw God, i would draw Him holding an eraser.

Sunday, September 5, 2010


i could just die of cuteness~

a never ending war



what is up with today's society huh?

we say we're all grown up in terms of modernizing our country.we have pride in saying we're a melting pot that lives in harmony.

but why are certain issues still a big deal?

sometimes i'm just so sick,so over this,all i wanna do is take my whole family and migrate to Australia.maybe someday i will~

right now all i can say is OH MY GOD people.omg.

i CAN be tamed

as i grow older each day, the way i see life gets simpler.

hence,the simple blog design.

as long as it feels and looks comfortable,i'm all for it.and i've been thinking this way not just for my blog,also in terms of clothing and the way i approach life in general.

sort of like..leave me be with my own life because i won't interfere with yours.

wow~i sound really boring.but i guess thats me now.

i'm so over being the angry-rebel-teenager.been through that phase,so now i'm moving on!

yeah for the boring me!

(but don't get me wrong,i still know how to have fun~;P)

i've just been tamed by time.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

another one!

here we go again with my obsessions.haha

i'm really a sucker when it comes to the tall-cute-dorky type.and the latest one, sweet and innocent looking!

should i type his name in?maybe i should,but i'll keep that a secret for now.hehe.

i totally love him!no other for me.(for now:P)

moments like this i love


currently laughing my ass of.. :D!

dady is singing karaoke, it's a Broery Marantika song i think.

you're OFF-KEY dad,and the music is running faster than you.


but still,it's kinda a relief knowing i'm not the worst singer in the family.:P