I say Fark when I want to.

I knew keeping feelings bottled up inside would someday eat my insides. Just thought I could've handled it graciously.

But hell no.

I just feel like blurting out fucking fuck fuck hell anytime anywhere.

Problems keep coming at me left and right, just when I'm having the busiest time of my life. Okay. I either need a HUMAN punching bag or a really huge mountain I can climb so I can SCREAM my freaking lungs out!

My Kind of Drug.

Okay. Next year can come now. As in, NOW! I kid you not.

After over a year of waiting for Breaking Dawn Part 1, now I have to wait another year for Part 2. Argh! The waiting is so painful it physically hurts.

Part 1 was by far the best movie.

The script was closer to the book, Bella and Edward looked more in love than ever, the cinematography was by far the prettiest out of all the films, and Jacob showed his abs like every 5 mins. I'm kidding. But he did show his abs within 5 mins after the movie started. And THE WEDDING DRESS was absofuckinglutely gorgeous!

I LOVE THE WHOLE THING!

And I am definitely so going to watch it more than once. DVD please be released fast! Preferably with audio commentary from Rob and Kristen by the way.

Ergh. Now back to reality. I wish I had the kind of super power that would let me insert myself into the movie I love. To hell with real life! Oh and Team Edward forever:)

NOVEMBER

Oh Hells Yeah People! The time has come for me to dig out my inner fangirl! Counting the days to be reunited with my favorite vampire family and that one lucky girl I wish was me. Time to go to vocal lesson class to practice my high pitch screaming.

Yes Robbie dear. Prepare your self for another round of screaming fangirls.

Yours truly,

Team Edward for Eternity!

5th Vocabulary Entry

Exposition - Takes place at the beginning of the story. The setting, characters and background information are discussed.

# The movie Twilight opens with a narration from the heroin, Bella. She has just moved to the small town of Forks to live with her father since her mother re-married. At first things felt really awkward, and she really hated the damp and cold weather.

Rising Action - The author discusses the conflict or problem and the characters attempt to solve the problem.

# At her new high school, Bella meets a few new friends. She also meets the Cullen family, a mysterious group of siblings studying at the school. Through a series of event, Bella fell in love with Edward Cullen, and discovers that he and the rest of his family are vampires. But Bella doesn't care. Edward brings Bella to meet with his family and they play a round of baseball.

Climax - The problem or conflict is at its worst and the characters begin to solve the problem.

# Bella is kidnapped by an evil vampire who likes to play games, James. Edward came just in time to rescue Bella. A fight scene happens between Edward and James.

Falling Action - The characters begin to solve the problem.

# Edward managed to kill James. Injured Bella is then taken to the hospital for treatment.

Resolution - The conflict comes to an end, or the problem is solved. This is the story's ending.

# Edward takes Bella to their school prom, and both proclaim their love for each other. The movie ends with both of them kissing. <--(swoon)

3rd Vocabulary Entry

1. Tear

- Tear off ( To tear something apart)

- Tear down ( To bring something down)

2. Fall

- Fall off ( To fall down from somewhere)

- Fall over ( To fall over something)

3. Break

- Break down ( Crying about something)

- Break away ( To separate from something)

4. Stand

- Stand up ( To be in a standing position)

- Stand down ( To back away from doing something)

5. Keep

- Keep it ( To keep something)

- Keep going ( To continue on)

6. Turn

- Turn back ( To come back)

- Turn away ( To look away from something)

7. Pull

- Pull out ( To get out of something)

- Pull in ( To pull something in)

8. Walk

- Walk away ( To leave from something or somewhere)

- Walk in ( To walk into a room or somewhere)

9. Back

- Back up ( To back away from someone or something)

- Back off ( To get away from something)

10. Take

- Take cover ( To hide or defend one self from something)

- Take over ( To gain power over something from someone else)

2nd Vocabulary Entry

The Magical Forest

#Dingy old SUV - Gloomy or drab old car.

#Her pink already almost auburn cheek - Describing that her cheek is pink, almost auburn in color.

#A weak forced smile - A smile that is unconvincing.

#Brown leather jacket - A jacket made of brown leather.

#Fifty acre vineyard - A really huge vineyard.

#A very small person dressed in green - The person is small in size and is wearing green clothing.

#A pair of small eyes - Two small sized eyes.

#Sharp pointy nose - A nose that looks sharp and pointy.

#His face was shaped like an apple - Apple shaped face.

#Thick beard - Thick facial hair.

#Bushy eyebrows - Thick, bush like eyebrows.

#A very old pair of green jacket - A jacket green in color, and have been worn a long time.

#Worn out green khaki pants - Green khaki pants that have been worn so many times.

#A very big oak tree - An oak tree that is very big.

1st Vocabulary Entry

IDIOMS

1. April showers bring May flowers.

++ Although rain in April is annoying, it starts the flowers growing.

a. Although it was a dreary, rainy day, we felt cheerful, since April showers bring May flowers.

b. I hate when it rains all day long, but sin April showers bring May flowers, I'll bear with it.

2. Ask for the moon.

++ To make outlandish requests or demands for something.

a. She is asking for the moon, and she is not getting it!

b. Be reasonable, don't ask for the moon.

3. Curiosity killed the cat.

++ Something that you say in order to warn someone not to ask too many questions about something.

a. They said curiosity killed the cat, but last I check, I'm not a cat.

b. Dude, don't poke into things that is not your concern. Don't you know curiosity killed the cat?

4. Clothes make the man.

++People will judge you according to the way you dress.

a. Jim was always careful about the way he dressed because he believed that clothes make the man.

b. Before John was rejected at the job interview, the man in the fancy suit told him, clothes make the man, so next time make sure to clean up before coming in for a job interview.

5. Eye for an eye.

++If someone hurts you, you should punish the offender by hurting him or her in the same way.

a. When they were little, the two brothers operated on the principle of an eye for an eye, so that if the older one hits the younger one, the younger one can hit the older one back just as hard.

b. In the game of way, it will always be an eye for an eye.

6. Pain in the neck.

++ Someone who is very annoying and always disturbing you.

a. My little brother is a pain in the neck!

b. The girls in my class are a pain in the neck, always bothering me with their gossips.

7. Keep in touch.

++Keep communicating with someone even though you may live apart.

a. I still keep in touch with some of my childhood friends.

b. She moved away a few years ago, but every now and then we still keep in touch.

8. Face your demons.

++Confront your fears or something that you have been trying very hard to avoid.

a. Sometimes you just have to face your demons and jump in the water.

b. My friend told me to just go ask him out. Easy for you to say, you're not the one that has to face your demon!

9. Dark horse.

++ A person that is a bit of a mystery and we don't know how he or she will react or perform.

a. Ever since he won that game unexpectedly, people have been calling him the dark horse.

b. Suddenly, after years of being in the bottom, Joshua has suddenly become the dark horse of the team.

10. Back the wrong horse.

++ Giving your support to the losing side in something.

a. She knew she back the wrong horse when the team she was rooting for was being thrashed by the other team.

b. The worst feeling in the world is when you back the wrong horse, and someone is always there to tell you I-told-you-so.