Rusty.

So, last post was in February. In case you don't have a calendar, it's already August.

Lazy ass girl. Me.

Or, should I say, uninspired and unmotivated lazy ass girl.

Finished my internship a couple months ago. And I've been home ever since trying to figure out my next move. So far, I haven't moved an inch. I should be sending out resumes, but I'm not. I keep looking for excuses. But at the same time, I think I'm about to go cray cray being stuck at home.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaissssssh. I think, I lack direction. At this point in life, I'm starting to think that I may not have a dream, or an ambition that I want to achieve. I should. I will. I just need to start by breaking out of my current routine, which involves waking up, doing chores, eat, shower and sleep. Oh and watching tv all day long while browsing the net. And I stopped working out.

Somehow, living alone back in the city, I was able to control myself more. Here at home, I'm as good as a pig. I've let myself go. Boo!

Well, here's to hoping I will find the will to get my butt of the couch and start doing something for my future. At least.