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i'm feeling really lost.

really really lost.

college seems like a joke to me now.like,there's no point at all goin to that place.and like i mentioned earlier,the management is a joke.and not a funny one either.~

show me the way o' mighty Lord.show me the freakin way.make the foggy road clear again.

mungkin ini cabaran.a bump in the road.but seriously,saya masih pakai lesen L ba God,belum lulus lagi lesen P.so sekarang,i'm stuck in the middle of the road.not knowing what to do,how to get over this bump.

and yes.i am aware that most of my post nowadays are really emo-ish and filled with cursing.but i am only human.haha.the least i can do is curse rite.better then i go and simbah asid di muka orang2 yang berkenaan itu.

tulun-tulun irad diolo nopo nga, a nuisance.au koilo momonsoi karaja,ingga tanggungjawab.mau cakap ingga tutok,haro be da.nga better they sell that brain for scientist to experiment on. monusa hidup tulun nopo ngai.~

but i can feel my anger simmering down.after (this is embarassing to admit) i cried while talking with mumy over the phone,i feel so much better.not totally 100% okay,but better than i was before i told em every single thing.

so now,i'm waiting by the road side,hoping i'll be able to figure out a way to get over this bump.

:)

xoxo,
enteng