And the journey ends here..?

So, last night was UN competition for mukim Lintuhun. As expected, my mulut memang masin! LOL

I kept saying, Numbur 6 pun cukup la, aaaaaand I got 5th place out of 12 contestants. Meh~ Good enough for meh. :) Yang penting, Bulan 6 buat passport! Muahaha

So, it was an amazing and tiring experience. At least now I can say, as a Dusun girl, I joined UN at least once in my whole life. But mum kept insisting I join again next year. We'll see bout that. Perhaps this time you should offer me a trip to Tokyo mum? hehe

But yeah, before this, I was cynical about girls that join this type of competition, but after walking in their shoes, eh make that high heels, (mine was super high!), I now know how much courage it takes to even walk on the stage, apa lagi introducing yourself in Dusun, my mother tongue, that sadly, I don't really master. 

I'm really okay with the results, cause winning was never my intention when I reluctantly agreed to join. Korea was. hehe. But word on the street is that many were expecting me to win. Even my dad was very unhappy with the judges decision. He was all saya ada pengalaman 16 taun dalam ni bidang, buta ka tu pengadil?!! haha LOL la dad. And of course, he said that in public. Embarrassing much dad? 

I'm flattered that people would even consider me as a winner. I'm really grateful. I'd rather be the people's choice than the judge's. Aaaaand my self-promoting ends here. Can't help it that I'm a narcissist. heh

All in all, joining UN was maybe a good decision. I got to challenge myself, and it was a good experience that I think boosted my confidence. In other words, I am now able to accept the fact that I am BEAUTIFUL, no matter what people say. Miahaha I love Christina Aguilera!