missing them

i just finished reading cissy's(my bestest besty ever) blog.haha..she's a pro in this blogging stuff. there were a few post where she mentioned my name,T-T..so touching.haha.i miss her so much right now.

i've had a couple friendships before.during primary school i had a group of good friends,but we all went our separate ways after we got into high school.well,we still bump into each other every now and then,we do stop and say hi to each other,but things are never the same between us.it's somewhat,awkward for me when i'm around them.people change.

then during lower secondary,my bestfriends were kuny,aten,gabie and elsie.we had our moments.haha.lots of growing up things,inside jokes.haha.i miss those years,growing up without worries.all we worried about were boys.haha.we even had mini meetings about our crushes back then.so funny,so naive.but,everything sorta changed when aten moved away.the three of us,kuny,gabie and me were still close.elsie sorta made us leave her.her attitude.man it was annoying.(we were high school girls,can't help it,haha).

then gabie moved away due to some complications.which brings me to my next friendship. this one,i consider,the friendship that will last forever.my best friend forever,BFFs,soulmates, besties.kuny and cissy.i can't imagine going through form4 and form5 without them.haha. i'm being emotional here.but can't help it.i love these two girls.

thou,we've had our ups and downs,moments where i thought our friendship was over,but those were merely tests on our bond.i like to believe that we managed to ace those tests.i just love them.

ever since high school ended, we all went studying at different places. me here in KL, cissy in labuan(she hates the fact that labuan has some water problem,poor thing,haha),and kuny,well,lets just say out of the 3 of us,she travels the most.haha.but soon she'll be studying close to me,selangor.i hope our friendship last as long as we live.i want our kids to be bestfriends also.haha.if can,i want our kids to marry.hahahaha.now thats thinking too far teng.

i know,people change.but no matter how much we change,i hope our friendship will stay the same.but even if it does change,i want it to change for the better.it's a precious friendship,and i'd like to keep it.

wow,all of a sudden i'm being emotional and stuff.haha.can't help it.i'm a sentimentalist.

before i go,i just wanna say,cissy armico sami and ilvenie jemial,i love you guys,BFFs!

xoxo,
enteng